i was thinking, school starts in a month which made me think that i only have three more years to be a kid. like sophmore year, then junior, then senior, then im on my own. that scares me so much. no more giant shopping sprees, no more homemade lunches, living with my family, being able to hang out with my brother and kevin, no more my mom driving me to skating everymorning or any cool kid stuff. ill have to get a job, do laundry, study by myself for finals in college, and make my own lunches. i just want to be able to play pirates with brendon and watch rugrats.

another thing, i lost my wallet which contained :

1. my passport
2. school I.D.
3. Credit Card
4. Disneyland Annual Passport
5. Miramar Speedway Member Card
6. Kona Kai new membership card
7. and over $400 in gift cards.

on the high note, i think i know what kind of car i want.